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[Jun. 6th, 2005|08:42 pm] |
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I got a email from my sister-in-law who has this new thing called My Space, so i decided to sign up, its free like LJ, and actually has more customization options and is easier to use than LJ, tell me what you guys think...
My Space HisLittleMami Homepage |
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| extremely tired why am i writeing this |
[May. 31st, 2005|12:11 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
went shopping. bought nothing. going to south padre island in two weeks. got email from luis finally. he lost is phone card and cant buy another one until he gets paid on the first of june. life sucks. |
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| Everything's bigger in Texas |
[May. 25th, 2005|08:56 pm] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | tired | ] |
I have pictures for everyone, hope y'all enjoy, its of me and my precious daughter haveing fun in our bathing suits. I orginally took them for my husband since he is off deployed ... still. I bet he'll like them. hehehe.
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| NUTS! |
[May. 24th, 2005|11:23 pm] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| |  annoyed | ] |
I'm being driven nuts here! I have no space what-so-ever. All I want is to be able to do what I'm use to back at home in Georgia, and I cant here, I still get treated like I'm 17 years old,the only thing that has changed is that I have no curfew. Thank goodness.
My parents still are argueing like there is no tomorrow.
I still get checked up on before I go to bed.
I get told what to do with my daughter every single time she cries.
UGH!
PLEASE! GIVE ME SOME
S P A C E |
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| A Very Neat Night |
[May. 19th, 2005|11:07 am] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | tired | ] |
Just came back from Star Wars midnight showing at the IMAX theatre early this morning, everything was great the movie was pretty good, I had higher expectations, but the overall experience was great, and the fans were aswome, here is some pictures!
About to leave for the big night.
Star Wars possy
A very polite Jedi gentleman.
My sister and I Pre-Movie
Good Head Shot. |
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| Today. |
[May. 13th, 2005|04:27 pm] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | tired | ] |
Today was ok, Jen and I had fun going out all day long. We went to the courthouse, BigLots, Walgreens, and this place called Peachtree that had SUPER good Ice Cream and Cheesecake. Although today I've been sick feeling , dizzy with Allergies problems, at first I thought I was pregnant again, until Jen was feeling the exact same way. And I know she isnt cause she actually uses protection when she's haveing sex. Anyway, Today was fun, oh and anyone who reads this , do NOT buy a FireBird, they are awful cars to drive in, it was like being suck in a huge bean bag and trying to drive the huge hood of it around and not hit anyone, of course I didnt drive it, but thats what it felt like. Then I went to the BX looking for a picture frame and everything was over priced ofcourse. So i didnt get anything. Then, I came home gave the baby a bath, fed her some bananas and put her to bed early cause she was very cranky, probaly from the car ride and no nap. Now I'm waiting for Luis's phone call, I miss him so much. Jen had pictures of him and me together at a resterant, we are so cute together, I just love him so much. He still gives me butterflies, and there is a longing for him in my heart that cant compare to anything else, sometimes I can actually feel it hurting. |
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| Change Sucks. |
[May. 12th, 2005|09:56 pm] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | annoyed | ] |
Today was better I guess, still sucky. I wake up alone and angry. I cant get over being mad. I'm so afarid of what I cant change. I cant control what is not there and I like knowing what is going to happen. I feel sad. Just this sadness that wont go away, mixed with anger.
I'm afarid of change that I dont want. Afarid of change in general.
Four Months seems like soooo long.
Maybe too long.
I hate haveing to be so strong, I just want things to go back to normal.
The military is a peice of shit. This whole system is messed up. I'm so tired and annoyed I just want this to be OVER. And i am sooo OVER IT.
I'm sick and exausted too, I need to go to bed instead of typeing in here but I dont wanna go to bed until my husband calls me back, I want to know he is OK but I cant watch over him anymore. You would think after 2 and a half years of being together I would know everything is gonna be alright, but I am such a worrier, I cant change, change is hard. |
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| The Worst Day. Ever. |
[May. 11th, 2005|11:00 am] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| |  sad | ] |
Today was horrible. Luis left at 6 am. I cried and cried and cried all yesterday, and today I almost went nuts, I was crying so much i almost couldnt breathe. It just hurts so bad. It hurts to see everything around you that reminds you of your husband and he just isnt here, he isnt comming home after work at 4:30 he isnt comming home tomorrow, he isnt comming home next week, he isnt comming home next month.
Im all alone.
Im very scared.
I almost feel like I CANT do it.
At least I have my daughter. I'll try to make it for her. |
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| Anger |
[May. 9th, 2005|05:51 pm] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | angry | ] |
I HATE the military, I HATE the airforce, I HATE deployment, I HATE the goverment, I HATE the people my husband works with. I'm all around angry with the world, why does God have to test me like this? All I want is to live my life with my husband and child and be peaceful! |
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| I'm about 6% ok today. |
[May. 4th, 2005|10:47 am] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| |  busy | ] |
I was outside to much today and now I've got sunburn. Luis and I had good sex last night, and I've got a TON of work to do, clean the house, and fix the yard, but I over here typeing in my journal cause it relaxes me, I wanna see Paris Hilton's new movie House of Wax, I always found the old movie so intersting, I know lot of people dont like paris hilton, and her behaivors are questioning to me too, but i think she is really pretty, and she made a comment once, when someone asked her if she would ever get plastic surgery on her breasts because she is flat cheasted, and she said "if you have a pretty face you dont need big boobs" tis true. I agree. I was watching MTVs Next show the other day and the guy nexted this girl who claimed she was a model, because her face was very lacking in the good looking department. Ah well Samantha woke up from her nap, I should go finish the yard. I dont wanna get sunburned anymore though...
My mom bought her a cute lil bathing suit to wear in the pool, and my mom bought me a $90 bathing suit from Victorias Secret
This is what the suit looks like:
But it is this color, but a 2 peice with out the stomach cover, I aint preggers no more, and I worked hard to look good again, I can wear what bathing suit i want :)
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| Too Many, Too Many Problems, She wants to go home, But Nobodys... Home. |
[May. 3rd, 2005|11:29 am] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | I Am Hearing: |
| | La Tortura by Shakira | ] |
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Ok so in conclusion to what happend in the previous entry, the baby was aborted. Even more sicking, there was lots of women at the clinic, like 20 or so, and some of them, you could really tell they were pregnant, and see their belly. Why do things like this have to happen?
I am absolutely discusted by ANYONE who gets a abortion.
How could anyone be so selfish, what is their excuse?
I dont have a Job.
I'm not married.
I'm too young.
I dont wanna go through the changes.
Its so stupid.
The most lovely of Angels will guide the little babies back to heaven in charoits, And they will be waiting to greet the mothers who aborted them.
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| XXXXX EVIL IN THE WORLD XXXXX |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|06:51 am] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | sad | ] |
So a couple of days ago i found out that my neighbor friend (Jen) has a friend, who I've met a couple times, shes 20 or 21, works at a resterant and doesnt really have a stable home, and is a total slut, she's slept with like 15 guys in the past two years. Well we found out she was pregnant, and the father could have been any one of three guys. Well this info was the talk of the town so-to-speek, until the day before yesterday, Jen told me the girl planned to have a abortion. I was FLOORED. I could NOT believe it. This girl is such a dumb slut bitch. She is going to KILL a innocent little baby that did nothing, that is just trying to live and survive, and wants to be born. This baby would not be there if it was not for a reason. God just doesnt create people for no reason. Well as soon as i found out I wanted to do anything I could to help, I woke up early and found a bunch of infomation and pictures about the side-effects of abortion, hopeing that Jen could give it to her and that it would maybe change her mind.
Jen was going to go with her to the abortion clinic in Atlanta, we were hopeing that maybe there would be protesters at the clinic, or that she might change her mind along the way. But I seriously dont think that has happened. She was suppose to be there at 6 or 7, and its already to late.
Which means a innocent little baby was killed today. I prayed last night that maybe she could be spared. But I dont think it happend.
Now all i can do is write in here and tell everyone else who reads this what abortion looks like, click this link HERE to see pictures of some aborted babies in the FIRST TRIMESTER, it happens all the way into the THIRD trimester, when the baby is kicking and hiccuping, and sucking its thumb inside the mother.
There are many ways abortion happens, in the First Trimester, a hallow tube is inserted into the woman/girl/stupidbitch and a vaccum sucks the baby out into a buch of different pieces and its mangled chopped up little body is put into a jar, and sometimes thrown out into a dumpster and sometimes used for experiments by people who would pay for it.
Another more horrific way, is when the baby is in the Second or Third trimester, a salt like solution poison is inserted into the woman and it eats the baby's skin alive.
Like here:
If you know of someone who would benifit from this story pass it on to someone else, show them the pictures, do not let these childrens short lives be in vein. |
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| Bathing Suit + Sex |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|11:02 am] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | pissed off | ] |
I need a new bathing suit, I bought a $82 dollar bathing suit at the mall a few months back and I bought the top in a Large and the bottom in a Small, seeing as I have huge jugs. So I get home and try it on and it looks good except for the hook on the top is to long, i guess its for someone who is a little bit of a larger girl, so i figure i can tie it and then hook it closed, so i do that and I go outside and work on the plants and my top pops off cause the hook comes undone and then the tie comes off, so i grab it in time before i make a fool of myself in front of the yard people working across the street. But now I need a new bathing suit cause this certianly wont stay while swimming in the water. But what gets me even more pissed off is that i spent two hours finding a bathing suit that will fit and this one doesnt and i payed $82 for it! You would think with all the people getting implants in todays age, they would make a bathing suit for a girl with a small waist and big boobs, but this is america, everybody eats to much Mc Donalds.
Oh and me and Luis tried to do some "Different" sex and he didnt like it like normal, so unfair the only thing he wants to try is in the butt, well not me! Thats gonna hurt >.>
Different= Kinky |
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| My Better than Page |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|06:39 pm] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | annoyed | ] |
Ok, so the other day I was tanning outside and my skin turned kinda orange-red, like it was a fake sunless tan, but I used no creams and sat out in the real sun, so weird, and my skin took to the sun reallly fast, the people at the mexican resterant thought i spoke spanish. Well anyway like normal on the weekends I had a bad day, so this is my pick-me-up, its a list of parts that I have that look better than celebs. Call me mean, Call me obsessed, Call me way to much into looks, but it makes me feel better and im bord so there!
(Leave your mouse over the picture to see funny things i wrote about them)
My Face looks alot better than this:
MY Skin looks def better than this:
My Backside looks better than this:
My Stomach looks waaaaay better than this:
And my Boobs look alot better than this:
My Awards*
The Sexiest woman in Hollywood: (And with the best hair *Wink Wink*)
The prettiest woman in hollywood: (And maybe the world, I just adore her lovely face)
OK im done. |
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| Sleeping Beauty |
[Apr. 15th, 2005|10:15 am] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| |  relieved | ] |
I took a picture of luis sleeping during the day, like normal when he has a day off. His breath stunk. But anyway, today is Pay Day. THANK GOODNESS! Finally! Were going grocery shopping and out to eat with our neighbors. I finally get to get out of the house after two long weeks of being a hermit. One Hour left till Luis gets home and I get to go out!
Yeah! Actually its kinda sad ... I'm excited about going to the grocery store and eating. And I need a hair cut, my hair is like 5 different lengths cause i tried trimming it myself, that was a mistake. Anyway just thought I'd put a short hello in here before the weekend!
!PaRtY! |
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| Baby and I |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|09:17 pm] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| |  hungry | ] |
Here is a picture of me and my precious bundle of joy!
Who by the way had to go to the docter today for her rash. Poor baby girl, it got infected too and they are giveing her special stuff for it, but atleast i found out it is a rash that runs in the family and nothing I did, and since Luis had this rash when he was a baby, we know who is the culprit!
I know it didnt come from MY side of the family... lol
See my dinner crackers and water.
:(
Oh and yes that is a hickey on my neck.
My husband is half Venezuelan half from Hungry... where the Vampires come from!! |
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| Britney Spears is..WHAT?! |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|01:45 pm] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | pissed off | ] |
Today I was watching TRL and they said that Britney Spears is pregnant and she wrote it herself on her official website, and now its all over MTV.COM and VH1.COM that she is pregnant, and that she is 3 months preggers. Well all I have to say to Britney is that she better stop wearing bathing suits in public if she doesnt want the Tabloids to write about her anymore. Didnt just a few weeks ago she announce that she wasnt going to talk about her private life anymore? That GIRL is foolish. Anyway.
I HATE the military. Its stupid. Never Join it if you love your girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband, all the military tries to do is split families apart and take them to remote locations like Iraq. And the military is always up in YOUR business.
LEAVE US ALONE AND GO AWAY STUPID MILITARY HIGHER-UPS, ALL OF YOU ARE STUPID ROBOTS WITH NO BRAIN OR LIFE.
b r e a t h e . . . ok im done. |
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| Some People Are STUPID |
[Apr. 9th, 2005|01:01 pm] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | aggravated | ] |
I woke up this morning and my armpit smelled as bad as much husbands!
SHOWER RIGHT AWAY!
Maybe cause I actually did some work and was on top during sex this time O.O
I'm kinda excited about going to Venezuela during the holidays this year, I havent been out of the US before and it would be the most fun to go to your husbands home town for your first out of country experience, except if I get caught and sold to the mexicans as a sex slave. Uh Oh, that wouldnt be good.
Well I guess I am already a hispanic persons sex slave. Nothing new to me.
I was looking on a celeb forum and some dick said that Eva Mendas from 2 Fast 2 Furious needed to lose some weight after seeing THIS picture, OK that guy is a retard, first off I'm sure more than 80% of the women in the US are not that skinny, and if they are their faces look like Olive Oil from Popeye. Yeah, just take a look at my old high school all the females there were nappyfied. |
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| One of those Days... |
[Apr. 8th, 2005|06:54 pm] |
| [ | I Am Feeling: |
| | cranky | ] |
Bad Day today, I typed a whole thing about it here on my Journal, and there is a a 'forward page' button on our cordless mouse and i accidently pressed it and it erased everything i typed. Another Perfect thing in day -.- So I'm not going to type all about it again, I'm just gonna look at this pretty Padme Picture and think about liveing in a fantasy world , in a galaxy far far away. |
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